hardboard, acrylic, varnish

Cauldron of Life

Year
2020
Medium
hardboard, acrylic, varnish
Size
60 × 60 cm

The goddess dissolves into the cauldron: her torso gives way to a tangle of coiling strands, roots turn into flame, and where her body ends, the vessel itself begins. In Celtic legend, a cauldron like this belonged to Cerridwen, who brewed knowledge and inspiration year after year — here, the power isn't the keeper of the vessel but the substance the brew is made from.

Her hair curls into a spiral crown, and the same coil repeats in the pattern on her arms, in the snake's body, in the roots running down toward the flame — the whole visual language of the piece resolves into one sign of growth. Her face carries a pattern like a mask — a ritual face laid over the personal one: power presents itself as a function.

Her right arm turns into a snake with no visible seam: in this part of herself, the goddess is the snake. Its open mouth reaches toward the face of the child in the cage, and what happens at that point — a gift or a bite, an unlocking or a sealing shut — stays deliberately unresolved: the power that gives life can't be separated from the power able to take it back.

The one clearly legible sign is the heart fused with an ankh on her chest: life here is lived and felt, not merely present — an anchor of meaning before the eye ever reaches the fire below.

On either side stand two cages of living, growing rods, and in each one a figure wears an animal mask — horned on one side, foxlike on the other. The mask here is older than the face: the power hasn't yet settled on a shape, and the animal still holds the place where the human will stand. The cage holds this growth the way a cocoon holds a wing not yet unfolded. The snake reaches toward only one of them, leaving the other's fate a quiet, open question.

The cauldron is the shape in which life is still deciding what shape to take.

This painting is in a private collection